I guess I spoke way too soon about how boring life can be. We had some things go on this week that just for me were shocking. First off my son whose 15 yrs old was over with his friends having an overnight/camp out and I got a call because the ambulance had been called. The first thing when you get a call like that for any parent is wondering what happened and if it was your child. I was in a wild panic and went straight there. In fact I dont even remember how I got there I was in a daze. When i got there I found out one of the other teens had taken promicin and had died that very night. He died within a few hours of taking the shot, and the other kids were also there and of course were searched but no one else had any promicin on them (thank god).

As a parent you know were not as stupid as our teens make us out to  be. We all KNEW that the others probably had some or took it already. No one came clean though and we dont know who might have taken a shot. It wasnt for a couple days later that I realized my son had in fact done so. He has an ability as well now, and he is destructive. He can break things and Im not even sure how hes doing it. But we were argueing about what had happened and I grounded him (this was a couple days later I might add) and my window to the front door shattered. After that and being somewhat shocked because I hadnt read about anyone else doing anything like this I sent him to his room. I could  hear things break upstairs after a few min and went in and he had broken many things in his room, including the metal frame to his bed. I still dont understand his ability but it is obviously at the moment attached to hsi emotions so everyones trying to keep calm but I dont wanna be held hostage and not discipline him bc we are scared or something.

Having an ability myself Im tryng to find ways to discipline him in kind. What I mean primarily is focussing my ability on a specific object like his hands and once hes calmed down unfreeze them. Anyway I dont know if its gonna work or not.

I also heard many boards are being shut down that deal with promicin and any abilities. I am sorta scared of NTAC tracking us down and having me shut my blog down or worse, taking us into custody. I know many in this town who have also taken the shot and they post stuff as well. But I just dont wanna become the focus of anyones attention if you know what I mean which is why I havent used my real n ame or anything else when dealing with anything online. I just hope they really dont shut down the promicin info board because I find it comforting to know there are others out there just as confused, or angry or whatever it is we might feel with laws being passed on any given day. Oh well I guess we dont have any abilities out there able to help change peoples minds to realize were not the bad guys and that these laws being passed are totally unconstitutional. Well thats all for now I guess. I have a bunch of things to do today like go to church and then get some groceries for the gang.

So this weekends been pretty boring. I did get some peace and quiet though without all the kids around this weekend. Just me and my oldest whose still home hung out and chilled. We went grocery shopping, to get some fathers day gifts, cards, some lunch and came home and were utterly bored. By that time my daughter showed up with her little one and we all played until it was time to go.

This afternoon we did go to visit family that came to visit from another state. Im not sure if they are promicin positive or not, or if they even know I am. I didnt bother to ask their stance on the situation since theyre much older and I didnt want to get into any debate in the chance that they are anti. They already dont like me much (grandparents in laws) because of whatever, so I didnt say a word. It was kinda strange though because we just were casually speaking and I dont really speak too much to them ever, and one turned to me and said "Good Luck". Kinda a strange thing to say isnt it? Maybe Im reading way too much into those two words but I hadnt seen them since I married their grandson and Good Luck wasnt even said then. Maybe they know and really just hope nothing happens to me and the family.

Anyhoo after that I came on home and my littlest one hadnt had a nap so shes a wild child and were getting ready to put her down for the night already. Honestly Im tired too but I have something to watch on TV tonight that I have been looking forward now for about a yr. So it wont be an early night at all. Tomorrow we have dr appts for the little kids and well thats about it. Oh and Im expecting two packages. I know my life is so exciting isnt it?